I had a conversation with myself the other day. The topic was how much I compromise.

The fact that I would like to be able to live on my own is something that I have mentioned before. If not here, then somewhere else. In another dimensionn maybe. Well I have come to the conclusion that I do compromise. A lot. The truth is that I could get a place to rent. I would then have to be more careful with money but it's something that I could do. And I would do if I refused to compromise.  Instead, I compromise. I accept certain situations that I wouldn't normally accept.

The real question is am I willing to keep on compromising or should I find a place to rent? How much is my freedom worth? And how much am I willing to sacrifice? Because if I were to get a place of my own then there are a few things that I should cut back on.

In other news, I caught myself dreaming today. Dreaming about things that I would like to do. For example taking a trip. Haven't done that in quite some time. Australia maybe? Why not right?

What else is new? Oh yes my imaginary friend is back. She appeared out of nowhere today. When I was at work. It was perfect timing too, cause lately between the hours of 14:00 to 16:00 I have this strong urge to sleep right there on my desk. I can barely hold myself together not to sleep. I don't know why. I always feel like this at least once a year. I don't know, maybe it has something to do with the weather. The fact that it's freezing outside but warm inside makes me wanna take a nap. Nevertheless my imaginary friend kept me from sleeping.  We had quite the talk.

She told me about this guy who keeps torturing her and she doesn't really know what he wants from her. She also told me that it's her birthday next week and that I should buy her a present. Something nice cause she really put an effort trying to pick my present when it was my birthday and now it's my turn to show her how much she means to me. Well I better find something good to get her, cause right now I could really use her help to keep me from sleeping during work hours.

I hope she comes back tomorrow.