Yeah that is how I should start when I don't know what to write. The breeze is even more awesome. It is nice. It is even better than an air-condition. I miss my imagination. I have been looking for it for quite some time. Maybe she is on holiday as well. Yes it is a she.
How do you feel when you meet someone and that someone looks at you from top to bottom and then starts talking to you? What does that mean? That he was studying you trying to figure you out and then decide whether you are worth talking to? Cause that is how someone acted when we were introduced...we weren't really introduced but we happened to be in the same crowd. I remember him studying me first from top to bottom and then deciding to talk to me. But by the time he decided to talk to me it was time for me to leave. I didn't talk to him first cause I was the "new" person in that crowd and I already felt a bit uncomfortable. And I felt even more uncomfortable when I realized he was studying me from top to bottom. Maybe it's just me being a bit paranoid. Who knows? I guess I'll see what happens next time we meet...if we meet.
The sky is blue. And I got a tan. I think I mentioned that before. Wow second post today. Haven't done that in quite some time.
And I am also really surprised when people who haven't talked to me in a long time (3 years to be exact) decide to call me out of nowhere. I don't really know why but at some point we drifted apart. We just stopped calling each other. We are both to blame. She started a new chapter in her life, I thought I should give her some space to adjust to this new chapter. I invited her to come along to some nights out but she always had an excuse not to come...so I guess we both stopped trying to keep in touch.
And then out of nowhere she calls me up to wish me for my name day. And we started hanging out ever since. And it's weird cause we actually have more things to talk about than 3 years ago. I wonder what made her call me. I do enjoy her company and I am glad she called me. But I can't help myself from thinking that the only reason she called me is because she needs me. 3 years ago I helped her in something. And we drifted apart when she no longer needed my help. I don't know. Maybe it is just me being paranoid again.
That's what happens when I don't really have something to do. Yes it is nice to get some rest, to go on holidays or just stay at home doing absolutely nothing related to chores or work of some kind. But it gets boring at some point. And you have a lot of free time in your hands. And you either eat too much cause you have nothing else to do or you just over analyse certain situations. Like I am doing right now. Never thought I would say this but I really want to get back to work. Keep myself active...I need to have something to do.
What do other people do when they have too much free time on their hands? And do not say fornicate please. Or playing with themselves. I don't need to know that. Thank you!
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