Well, well, well what is new with the world out there?

Cause there is nothing new in the world inside my head. Actually there is some small, tiny change. A small one that might turn out to be the biggest change in a long time but I guess we shall see. It is kind of scary just thinking about it.

I was driving today with both windows open. As I was driving a lorry passed by me on the opposite direction. It was going really fast. As it passed me I felt something entering the car through the window. I looked down on my t-shirt. There lay a dizzy bee. I panicked cause I got stung once and I am really scared of them ever since. But it was dizzy. It didn't move. I knocked it over with my finger. I was thinking of pulling over but there wasn't any space to park. So I thought that if I had knocked it over and it didn't react then it was probably dead. I didn't see where the bee ended up but I kinda hoped it was gone. After 20 minutes had passed I sort of forgot about the whole incident. But then as I was stuck in traffic there it was!! She came back from the dead, regained its strength and flew out of the window. As if nothing had ever happened. And that was the adventure of the day. I should have described that in a more enthusiastic way but I can't be bothered. Feeling a bit tired.

I sometimes feel that I get people. And why they have such a crappy behavior. And I don't like the reason. The reason behind their crappy behavior. Cause it only shows me your weakness. And instead of working on your weakness..identifying it and trying to work it out with yourself you take it out on other people. That helps you hide the weakness from yourself. And that makes you even more pathetic in my eyes. And that's just sad.


And even though I am a girl I sometimes feel like saying GENEJES!! Some of us at least, not all of us. And yes I know I shouldn't be generalizing. That there are men who are a lot worse but the day I had yesterday...the women I met yesterday...such bitterness well hidden beneath the fancy clothes and the fake smiles...not minding your own business...keeping your mouth shut but the minute you are behind closed doors...the high society of Cyprus...at least they think they are or they want to be.

The high society of Cyprus...is there such a thing?? should have been the first thought that popped up in your mind the minute you said that.